Try if you wish…

Have written so many posts regarding mental health on this blog and now have tried to write it with a story of a struggling boy who have mental health problems.

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Will Die lonely…

In need of a hand

To hold my tear.

So that I can share

My feelings without fear.


I may look like a person

laughing in the crowd.

But you don’t know that I cry

Alone without making any sound.


I know that there are

a lot of people around me.

But I always feels

like a deserted tree.


Someday somebody is going to

Take me on my final journey.

But at that time my soul

Would have become forever lonely.


Be cool and stay cool.

Fault…

Don’t find fault in me, I know that I was wrong and I am the one who is responsible for it. If you ever find a fault then correct me, just don’t announce it to everyone as none of you have done anything wrong.

I had made mistakes and I will correct it soon. And tomorrow too if I make another one, it too can be corrected by me later.

For those who backbite the fault in me, you have no right to do so it.

Those who encourage me during my bad times and clapped for my good deeds only has the right to shout at me while doing a mistake and they can lead me away from doing anything wrong in the future.

To be precise, those who are fake around me, please get out of my life. Even if a single person stand beside me, I am totally happy for it.

A broken heart doesn’t like to broke another heart because it has felt the pain and doesn’t want anyone to felt it.

Be cool and stay cool.

Lost…

I never earned anything I loved but there is a list of things I lost.

I lost the time by Crying for those who left me whom I loved but never cared for those who are loving me. Such a fool I am.

I lost the way the life is travelling by not focusing on the path due to the disturbance made by people around me. Now I am standing in a lonely forest where there is no way to exit and no one to help me out.

I lost faith in me but keeping my hope on god who knows what is happening with me and believing he shall restore the faith in me by leaving good ones around me.

I lost my heart somewhere inside me which only comes at night to remember the memories of why it is broken and last, helping my mind by not letting me sleep.

Loosing everything and standing alone like in a planet of Loneliness where Stress and depression came and put their hands on my shoulder to hang around with them lifelong.

Be cool and stay cool.

Feeling alone…

All though this feel is not new but nowadays being alone gives me the feel of being in a grave where I am able to see, hear, move and do all the things as a normal being but without heart.

It is always broken, no matter how many times you wish to fix it. It always finds a way to be in such state, so there is no meaning of giving a try to fix it.

Crying like a child as I am unable to speak but it is hurting me inside. I need a permanent third hand which is always there for me in every situation. I am seeking it but was unable to find it as there is no such thing for me, I think.

Thousands of questions are still running on my mind which is making me to run to find the answers. Life is still struggling.

No more tears are coming out from my eyes as it too loses the hope that my hand will come to wipe it out.

Be cool and stay cool.

My wishes…

I want to cry,

Not for sadness but for happiness.

I want to eat,

Not for my body but for my sleep.

I want to sleep,

Not to take rest but to dream.

I need a hand,

Not for pushing me down

but for pulling me up.

I want a break,

Not from rushed life but from lonely life.

I want to go high,

Not by dying but by flying.

Be cool and stay cool.

Be alone…

Enjoy the moments of being alone. Don’t go in search of a heart breaker. Everything will be fine if you stays alone.

Human needs support but now a days people earn less solution from others and earn more problems.

In this world of race win on your own. Never depend on others to live your life. Until your inner soul tells it’s okay to have someone.

Everyone is temporary in your life. You have to admit this fact.

The person opposes will sooner or later gonna experience it. Believe me.

(you may think that everyone have parents or life partner or children or friends. But here what I mean is not about living but about being. Know the difference.)

Be cool and stay cool.